Tab, I still cant believe this man. This is soo hard for me to deal with. People say in time it will get easier. Im not so sure about that. I thought about you much on your anniversary, but could not bring myself to accept the reality of you not being hear. Momma did ok on Mother's Day. Of course you know I was right there with her. I will do my best to continue to take care of her, I know that is what you would want. You told me I was the strongest and the most resilient of the crew, in this situation, I can tell you I do believe I am the weakest. There are soo many things I wish we (you and I) can do over. I love and miss you soo much man. Every now and then I listen to you voice message. It weakens me but yet it put a smile on my face. Love and miss you much, Dee :)